“I'm sorry I didn't believe you”
Sarah hung her head in shame as we
walked past a news stand displaying Poppy's face. Just last night
she'd been arrested for drug possession. Once the media's attention
was on her the domino effect began. Anonymous tips began pouring into
the police offices and more of Poppy's shady past was revealed. She'd
quickly gone from the girl everyone loved to the next socialite
version of Amanda Bynes.
“Honestly, if I was in your position,
I probably wouldn't believe me either.” I knew she genuinely felt
horrible. She was the type of friend that trusted people a little too
much. Her expectations were unrealistically high and her naivety was
low. She only meant good and well, and for that I couldn't be upset.
“I just, I feel so...vulnerable”
Her eyes were glued to the pavement. We were walking back to class
after our mid afternoon break. “Like a part of me has been stolen
by lies.”
“Sarah” I gave her a side hug. “You
should be happy you know the truth. She was a toxic person. You don't
need that in your life.”
We spotted Emma and Corey across the
auditorium sized class room and shuffled our way over. Henry didn't
come into class today. According to Sarah, he “wasn't feeling too
well.”
Our classes were ending in the next
week, so the four of us decided to extend our study hours to ensure
we had the basis of our curriculum covered. By the time we walked out
of the library the busy streets were vacant with an occasional cab
driving by. Sarah offered her driver to drop me off, but my apartment
was on the opposite side of town. She looked like she could use some
sleep, so I hailed a cab instead.
I walked into my apartment surprised to
not see Kadie. I figured she decided to move back into her apartment,
but then I saw her things neatly put away behind the couch rather
than sprawled out in the living room. A few seconds later she came
walking out of her old room.
“Hey” She greeted me as I put my
things down on the breakfast table.
“Hey” I managed to reply back
despite how exhausted I was.
“Long day?” Kadie asked as she made
her way back to the couch. I nodded my head and walked into the
kitchen to grab something to drink.
I noticed some dishes
out in the sink. It looked like Kadie had a guest over. She saw me examining the
kitchen and answered my question, “Oh, Adam came over for dinner.
I'm about to clean up. Don't worry.” She went back to tapping away
on her phone.
“Adam came over?” I was confused as
to why she would have him stop by, but not move back into her
apartment.
“Yeah, we talked about everything,
again.” she sighed.
“So, are things not looking good?”
Kadie didn't look up from her phone. “Is that why you haven't moved
back in?”
She put her phone down on the coffee
table and leaned back into the couch. “It's not that. It's just, I
have to build my trust with him again. I mean, it was so easy for him
to hid this from me. Who knows what else he would've hid?” She
raised her eyebrows and widened her eyes as she spoke. “And until I do I can't see myself over
there.”
“Kadie” I sighed. “I think you're
bringing up issues that you good and well know have nothing to do
with Adam.” Growing up Kadie was really close with her dad. The
older she got the more he began lying to her. The more he lied the
less she'd see him. Until eventually he wasn't a part of her life
anymore. It took a huge toll on her dating life. She would never date
anyone long enough to form an attachment. And now that she'd found
herself in love with Adam, she was blowing tiny things out of
proportion. “Adam didn't lie to you. He was trying to
protect you. Huge difference.”
Kadie sat quietly and thought about
what I'd said. “Regardless, I still need my space.”
I shrugged my shoulders and picked up
my things. As I was about to get up from the couch, Kadie's phone
began vibrating. She picked it up off the table and her eyes widened
as she read the name.
“Lynn! Lynn! It's Eva!” Kadie
slapped my arm repeatedly as she held up her phone. She'd only been
waiting for this moment for the last 24 hours.
She answered the call and began talking
to Eva. I decided to give her some space and took my things into my
room. I unpacked my bags and repacked for the next day before I
started getting ready for bed. Once I was done brushing my teeth and
washing my face, Kadie came walking into my room. Her expression
wasn't what I was expecting. “What happened?”
Kadie sat down on my bed. “Eva
profusely apologized for everything that happened.”
“Good!” I nudged her shoulder. “Did
she say what happened to Poppy?”
“Yeah, apparently she was deported
back to France. Her family is admitting her into rehab.” Kadie was
monotone as she spoke.
“God knows she needs it!” I
laughed. But Kadie was still sitting emotionless.
“Lynn” she turned towards me “Eva
didn't offer me my job back.”
“Did you ask her about it?”
“I waited for her to say something,
but she didn't” Kadie looked down at the ground, confused.
“Well what did she say?”
“Just that she was sorry she didn't
believe me and she was embarrassed that she let family interfere with
business.” Kadie slowly stood up from the bed and walked towards
the door.
“Maybe she was just calling to
apologize. I'm sure once she gets back into the office tomorrow
she'll call you to offer the job back.” I tried to make Kadie feel
better.
She mumbled to herself trying to
convince herself I was right. Once she'd left my room I was out like
a light.
The next morning I'd gotten a text from
Connor to go out to dinner that night. We'd both been so busy with
school and work that it'd been days since we'd seen each other. I was
tired from the drama and needed a night to escape with my man.
After classes were done and our study
session was over I headed to Connor's place. He was still at the
office so I let myself in.
Connor wanted to try out a new
restaurant in uptown that had just opened. It was a fancy place that required you
to dress nice in order to keep up the restaurant's appearance. When
he'd told me about the plans this morning, I packed a change of
clothes and began getting ready as I waited for him to get home.
An hour had passed by before I heard
keys rustling against the door. “Hey!” Connor greeted me as he
walked into his room. “You look beautiful” He smiled and took my
hand to twirl me around. I was wearing a black long sleeved backless
dress and my hair was curled and pulled over to one side.
“You know what would look even
better?” Connor asked as he pulled out a jewelry box from behind
his back.
I stood still with my mouth open and
my eyes wide. He opened the box to reveal a diamond necklace. It had
a single princess cut stone with smaller diamonds around it. It was
gorgeous, but the simplicity of the necklace is what made it
beautiful. I gasped and covered my mouth, “Connor, You shouldn't
have.” I looked up at him as he laughed at my reaction. “Seriously,
I can't accept this...”
Connor cut me off “I saw it on my way
home and I thought it would look perfect on you. It's a small
gift. Don't worry about it.” He took the necklace out of the box
and stood behind me as he put it on. I was speechless, I couldn't
figure out the right words to say, so I turned around and kissed him.
“I should probably freshen up”
Connor kissed me again before he left to get ready.
We got to the restaurant half an hour
later. The place was crowded. We stood outside as we waited for the
hostess to get our table ready. A few minutes later she signaled for
us to come inside. I walked in front of Connor as we squeezed past
the crowded bar area.
I saw someone from the corner of my eye
turn around and look at me, and then do a double take. I figured it
was a drunk guy and continued to walk. Until I heard my name being
called. I looked over to see Jonah.
I stopped dead in my tracks. Connor
slammed in behind me. “What's wrong?” He asked. I stood quietly
as Jonah approached me.
“I'm so glad you could make it!” He
threw out his arms for a hug. He seemed like he was a drink away from
having too many.
Connor looked at me confused. “I
didn't know you were coming into town so soon” I shouted over the
crowd.
“I texted you. I told you my friends
were having a welcome back dinner.” I shook my head as he spoke. I
hadn't received anything from him. “You look just as beautiful as I
remember” Jonah smiled as he looked me up and down. I think his
last drink was finally catching up to him.
Connor took a step forward so that he
was standing next to me and wrapped his arm around my waist, in the
instinctive way protective guys do. Jonah's face grew confused. “You
know him?”
“Yeah” I felt my face flushing red.
I knew I'd have to tell Jonah eventually when he came into town, but
not like this. “This is my....boyfriend”
The drunk look wiped off of Jonah's
face immediately. He straightened his posture and cleared his throat
as we all stared at each other in an epic moment of awkward silence.
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Please, how soon can we get rid of Connor? I just cannot like him. And I am a little disappointed in how Lynn didn't ask to speak to Jonah privately to talk about Connor.
ReplyDeleteWell to be fair, she was caught off guard by seeing Jonah and that dramatic welcome, and Connor put on the spot by doing what he did. And no WAY would Connor have allowed that...remember how he acted when Adam was there without him? He probably would have caused a scene (or a Broadway musical) had she even suggested it lol.
DeleteLOL - or a Broadway musical!!?? Love it.
DeleteI wonder if Connor intercepted the text that Lynn "never got" and planned for them to be there together at that time so Jonah would see the two of them together?
ReplyDeleteHMMM... Did he know who Jonah was, and that he was the guy she got him confused with earlier on?
DeleteJONAH!!!!!!! Now that he's really back, I don't give a care about Connor anymore!!! My theory is Jonah's gonna be the one to get Kadie her job back. Isn't Eva representing his company or whatever? Maybe he can tell Eva that he wants Kadie to work with him and convince her to hire Kadie back, otherwise he'll fire Eva's company and pick a different company to work with his team. Idk, something like that!! Lol I'm just so happy Jonah's back!! Wooo!!
ReplyDelete- Holly
Please, please, please have Lynn get back with Jonah! I feel like Connor isn't really likeable and he's really controlling. They don't seem to have as much chemistry as Lynn and Jonah do.
ReplyDeleteI really hope that there was just a miscommunication between Kadie and Eva and that she does have her job back.
Great post!
I actually like Connor, i know he has his flaws but he seems more real to me than Jonah ever did. But i do find it stretchy that Lynn never received that text message... Connor please don't turn out crazy!!!
ReplyDeleteHe is already crazy and possessive. He just isn't likeable. No one should have to try that hard to be a decent person who doesn't treat their girlfriend like a piece of property. I think he is sneaky and orchestrated them going to dinner knowing they would run into Jonah. I also think that there is more to the chance meeting than meets the eye....
DeleteI agree that Connor is more realistic. I really like him and hope she stays with him. He is a little possessive but I think he can work on it. This was a goooood one! Can't wait for the next!
Delete**Sketchy
ReplyDeletegahhhhhhh autotext!
Oooooh dang it do we really need to wait till Tuesday?! What a cliffhanger, ur killin me lol
ReplyDeleteI really like Connor, I think he has every right to act the way he did. If some girl was hitting on him, I'm 100% positive Lynn Lee would have done the same thing. Plus did Jonah really think Lynn was going to be sitting around waiting for him? I really hope Lynn doesn't end things with Connor just because Jonah is back, Connor deserves better than that.
ReplyDeleteYou know what, even though I always liked Jonah, I think Lynn is better off with Conor and I hope they stay together!
ReplyDeleteWe all knew it would come to this!! Haha!
ReplyDeleteI like them both & if Lynn doesn't really like Connor than who is really getting the short end of the stick? Connor. This should be good!!
Amy
Another vote for Connor! Jonah just seemed boring to me. Can't wait for the next post!
ReplyDeleteI LOVE Jonah.
ReplyDeleteLove Jonah! I miss the goofy and fun side of Lynn. Jonah seemed to be one of the very few who could bring that out of her. Definitely still team Jonah!
ReplyDeleteTeam Connor here!! I agree that their relationship feels more realistic. Fights, compromises, trying to be better to make the other happy, failing and trying again, being swamped by work and feeling that you dont have much time to spend with each other so getting away for the weekend etc... all that is what makes a relationship. So although I do agree that her short time with Jonah was more carefree, it was still in the too perfect stage - it never evolved like how I feel her relationship with Connor did. Connor has flaws, he is not the perfect charity doctor that she first glimpsed the personality of, through facebook. So although its ironic, I like Connor because he's flawed, I dont like Jonah because he's perfect !
ReplyDeleteHow could Conner seen the text if "We'd both been so busy with school and work that it'd been days since we'd seen each other." Either way gotta hate those akward moments. Im more of a fan of reading than actually commenting but this was an AWESOME post, gotta give credit when credit is due!
ReplyDeleteI get that people love Jonah, but seriously? I would have no respect for Lynn if she broke up with Connor - who has been TRYING really really hard to not do things just on his terms - for Jonah. If she can treat a guy with such little respect I would be extremely disappointed in her.
ReplyDeleteAt the end of the day, JONAH moved away. He didn't keep in contact with her. I mean, sure he could have been super busy (and he probably was) but if he actually wanted to make things work, he would have been more present and proactive.
Please please please do not break up Lynn and Connor! Every other blog at the moment is going through break-ups or fights that stem from the girl's selfishness. I'd really like to see a relationship that is real and doesn't take the easy way out by breaking up!
I totally agree. Jonah didn't bother staying in contact when he was in LA, which seems like he had other priorities which Lynn was definitely not one.
DeleteConnor is a good guy. Sure he can be jealous sometimes, but everybody can be at times.
I'm not attacking the author's writing but to me Jonah just seems flat. He's dull. He's supposed to be a comedian (or something similar??) but I don't see it.
And yes all the other blogs are having breakups at the moment. This blog is one of the standouts so I hope it doesn't go down that track.
#teamconnor
I don't know. They broke up when he left. How much contact are they realistically going to be in? Not to mention, she immediately jumped ship and started sleeping with Connor. (!?) Jonah jumped on the opportunity to move his career back to NYC, closer to Lynn. Surely that has to count for something?
DeleteAnd I don't agree with one of the posters above who said about Connor: "He is a little possessive but I think he can work on it. Possessiveness is not something that normally goes away - at least not without therapy. It's a sign of a controlling personality and mistrust. Neither of which are good things early on in a relationship - particularly in one where there is an imbalance of power, which there is here.
I disagree completely that jonah is dull and flat, go back and read their story from the beginning its romantic and had way more of that he's the one feeling. Team jonah !
DeleteMe saying Jonah is dull and flat is my personal opinion. I don't have to agree with you. Different readers interpret different characters differently. Hence why half of us are team Connor and the rest Jonah
DeleteWho cares about staying in a relationship if you still love someone else (which I think is the case with Jonah) it's not fair to the other party. great writing I could feel the awkward scene and my gut feeling was please get back with jonah. I tell you every time I read scenes like her and Connor were fighting I get excited only to be let down with they made up. And as nice as it is for him to buy her jewelry it made me sad, no Connor! -jen
ReplyDeleteI'm glad Lynn maturely introduced Connor as her boyfriend. That is exactly what he is. For her to stutter and stammer would have made things just awful. I do wonder how she missed the text, but either way it's gonna all come out now. Looking forward to it! mum
ReplyDeleteI love Jonah and the storylines that surrounded him and their relationship - they have, by far, been my favorite reads of the blog and I hope to see more of them. He would definitely be the person I see Lynn having a long term future with even if it doesn't work right now - they bring out the best in each other and their relationship is so natural and at ease.
ReplyDeleteWell I like Connor so I hope that this doesn't mess up their relationship just yet.. I did like Joanh a lot but he has been gone so long that I like Connor a lot but we shall see how this goes!!
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